Thursday, December 10, 2009
Prompt #7
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Prompt # 6
Monday, December 7, 2009
Prompt #5
Prompt #4
When I first started my VIPS tutoring I didn’t know what to expect. I walked into the classroom wondering what the children were like and if they were going to like me. At Stonewell Elementary* the students are all very friendly and welcoming. I did notice that the school is very diverse. I wondered if I was going to be able to relate to the students and be able to help them succeed. I went to a high school that was also very diverse so I knew some things about how to react in an educational setting. When entering the classroom I remembered reading Alan Johnson’s article “Our House is on Fire” and his theory about white privilege. “The problem of race, for example, is commonly believed to result from what happens when some people encounter those who don’t look like them. Supposedly, the strange and unfamiliar bring out some innate human tendency toward fear of the unknown and intolerance of difference. The solution, then, is to champion diversity, promote tolerance, and celebrate difference.” I wondered if the students would fear me. When I got to know some of the children I realized that they didn’t think of me any differently as anyone else. In my kindergarten class I am a reading buddy for six different students. I notice that a lot of times the children will make comments about each other’s race. One Hispanic girl said to an African American boy “you’re black.” I wondered why she had said that and if it was supposed to be taken as an insult. Another time I overheard two African American boys saying “you’re dark chocolate and I’m milk chocolate.” I had no idea what I should have said to them because it must have been something they heard at home. I feel like this might be some of the challenges I will face as a teacher in this classroom. Another challenge I feel that I will face might be teaching students to accept social difference. I feel that in this classroom setting we must follow Johnson’s solutions by promoting diversity and tolerance and to celebrate difference. I think that this experience will help me become a better teacher because I am able to learn how to teach in such a diverse classroom and I will be able to help encourage students to promote diversity.
*Names have been changed.
Prompt #1
I am a reading buddy in a kindergarten class and a first grade ESL class at Stonewell Elementary*. Stonewell is a fairly new elementary school located in lower South Providence. On my first day I used my GPS to get there and when it said I had reached my destination I was so confused because there were so many buildings. I had to drive around it twice to find the school. I finally parked and decided to walk around and look for it, although I was a little nervous walking around an unfamiliar area. I noticed that the school was surrounded by a little campus with two high schools, a middle school, and a recreation center. When I finally found the school I walked in and saw that the environment looked very welcoming. In the office there was a bunch of children all coming into school late. They all looked very happy and friendly. When I came in I was welcomed by Ms. Ledger* and given a tour of the school. I started to feel a little more comfortable after seeing some of the classrooms and meeting some of the teachers. I noticed that the school was really big, not like my elementary school. I was brought to my first classroom and was introduced to the teacher and the children. I noticed there was a lot of tension in the class because the teacher was constantly yelling at the students and telling them to be quiet and sit in their seats. The classroom was divided in six groups and the teacher’s desk was hidden in the corner. There was also a big rug in the front of the class where the students can sit. This reminded me of when I was in elementary school when I used to sit on the rug and listen to the teacher read us books. The second classroom I help in is a first grade ESL class. This class was set up a little different then the kindergarten class. There were smaller groups and the teacher’s desk was right in front of the class. There was also a rug where the students could go and sit. I noticed that this class was set up into different stations to help the students learn. After my first day I felt that this school really wants to help their students learn and I am ready to do all that I can to help!
* Names have been changed.